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There are few times I can do it. I'm pretty sure, actually, that I've only done it 3 times so far. But his face looked like a lil kid's on Christmas. I quickly wiped my face off because it's still XP but he thanked me for a very very long time, and that made me happy.

But any other time - I absolutely cannot do it. I can't watch it, either. For some reason, watching it seems more disgusting than doing it.


But yeah, I know what you mean. There are some things that are just too degrading. I think it's weird your boyfriend keeps asking. Once I told mine that it actually made me feel, like, ashamed he quit asking. So after the first time when he did that, he didn't ask, but the second two times I gave him the go-ahead for it with no prompting. It just depends on my mood.

I felt like some sort of ultimate giver when I did that. It was seriously one of his favorite presents ever.
... And partially, I sometimes I get the feeling that I don't want to particularly feel like a "peoples". That makes me feel more that way.


Since I'm watching TV, this is now a rambling post sorry, lol.