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Originally Posted by sera300
Owning your own consequences! Now decide which man you want to be and follow through. Get passionate, let it out. So what you lust? You need to learn to live. You live through experiencing life the good, bad, and indifferent.
Dear, not many have been through more hell then myself. I still want a person to love.
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I don't know who I want to be. Largely because I want to be no one. I don't want to be passionate, because when people are passionate they get a drive...and when they get a drive they get manipulative. I don't want to lust, because then it means I don't know if I'm doing something for her because I want to have sex with her...or if it's because I want to be nice to her...for being who she is. That's why lust scares me...it makes me manipulative...and I don't want to be that.