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Old 05-12-2008, 03:26 PM
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Originally Posted by amethyst exchange View Post
My relationships tend not to work because I keep everyone at an arm's length. I do this because I fear that I'm manipulating them. I also fear that I'll lust after them to the point of not being sincere in my actions towards them. They kind of end in a whimper, than in a bang. I think that's because I don't get overly passionate about them, because I lock up my feelings because I've never really learned how to be passionate about something without it turning into some vile and bestial. So the girls I'm with sort of...just drift away because there's no heat or fire.
Owning your own consequences! Now decide which man you want to be and follow through. Get passionate, let it out. So what you lust? You need to learn to live. You live through experiencing life the good, bad, and indifferent.

Dear, not many have been through more hell then myself. I still want a person to love.
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