[Limerick]

Like most children, I, too, learned that masturbating was bad. Due to some unfortunate events, I actually learned about and utilized masturbation since I was five-years-old. This has not at all hindered my sex life. I have quite an active one, actually. But I have not yet been able to attain orgasm through penetration. Through practice with my boyfriend, I've been able to achieve orgasm by rubbing my clitoris over the shaft of his penis. However, there was one position (with another guy) that I was nearly able to achieve orgasm. My legs were over his shoulders, which allowed him to penetrate deeper than before. Needless to say, it was really, really good sex, and I was going to orgasm, but at the last second, I pulled my legs back, braced them on his chest, and pushed him away from my body.

I tell you this because I believe there are some women who are afraid to achieve orgasm simply because they're scared. I believe that some women look at it as giving away something special. I could accurately be called a whore, but I'm still terrified of any man giving me an orgasm through penetration, and what my relationship with that man might become.