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i want to tell them because i love them and they deserve to know. if i don't tell them they will assume i am hetero and i would be lying to them
they are my best friends, they deserve to know who i really am. it is so liberating to admit your true self to someone you care about. that doesn't make it any less nerve-wracking.
i do not plan on telling every aquiantance i make, just my close friends and eventually family. i spoke to my sister about this who is an outspoken lesbian and i feel better.
it is strictly a need to know basis of course, but i want to be able to be myself around them without pretending that i'm not attracted to that woman over there,
do you understand?
it burns a hole inside your gut not to tell someone.
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