[narnar]

my partner and I recently had some pretty rough sex, and it was the first time he has been able to get his whole fist inside me... the next day i was very tender and bleeding... I noticed a sizable tear inside the inner lip of my labia...
and it is extremely unfortable when i pee... its been a week now and its not letting up...
will this heal? and is there any long term damage from this???
im too embarrassed to see a doctor about it...