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Yea..well shes going to counseling, err well she has one scheduled. (didnt know she needed an appointment and got turned back today when she went) I told her its the only way I will like stay around (as a friend, like a friend you chill with once in a while) And she is doing it or trying to do it.
I really hope this all works out. I mean I understand you guys, and I thank you so much for the advice. I know what its like to have to do all the work, (my first gf was manipulative and would break up with me on a regular basis...hey i was young and stupid). I mean right now...shes everything I want. Except for the identity crisis and all. Maybe in five years I will be totally different. And shell be a good friend...or maybe she'll have her whole sexuality figured out and well get back together or she starts going out with a female.
I havent moved on totally. I mean I can't or at least feel like I cant, and part of me will always wanna be with her, so I can only wait. Im not going to put my life on hold...just always keep my heart open to her. (and anyone else who may come along)
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