[Shintoxica]

Well. my girlfriend and i have been in a relationship for about a a year and a half. and during those times we have had sex maybe about 4 times. and i thought it was ok. but.... lately i had a talk with her i asked her if she ever enjoyed having sex.

most of the time her answer was its okay. and sometimes she tells me no. she has this anxiety of getting pregnant. i wear a condom and i pull out before i ejaculate into her. i mean i think thats as safe as i can get it.... but she still has that fear inside her. she says that it hurts when my penis is in more than 2 inches and.... well that really kills the mood... i feel horrible about hurting her and feel like crap for just ending it like that.

so i guess the only reason we have had sex is because she wanted to please me. and i don't want to have sex that way. i want her to enjoy it as well. have fun with me.

shes a very innocent girl. and kind of i guess unaware of many sexual things. she has never really masterbated. her parents never had the talk with her, her parents never consented for her to be taught about sex in school. so i believe she is totally lost. sadly i was her first kiss when she turned 18 so i guess ill blame myself for being the one that tainted her hehe... well she loves to make out and unknowingly teases me. it turns me on so much and she just doesnt know that she teases me in many ways and sometimes i just cant take it anymore i say im gona go use the restroom and stay there until im back to normal. i dont really want to do anything she doesnt want too. im a really kinky guy i like lots of things and trying new things. she wont even let me finger her or she doesnt even finger her self. i just want to know if theres a way i can help her raise her sex drive a little. so i guess this concludes that

anyways ladies, what were your thoughts about sex when it first happend? what helped you overcome the pain or anxiety?