Thank you everybody! It means so much to actually have people that care for others in this world. I'm actually crying as I type this. Thank you!
dancingdoc2- I mean't "shudder", like "repulsed by", part of my dyslexia. Thanks for the kissing information link
sera300- thanks again for all of your knowledge. you're very kind. like a sister
DVDBear- don't know what to say to you but just "thanks"
Y'all can add more to it. I'm just happy to know that people care about others in this world.