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I've mentioned many times in the past posts I was a very late "bloomer", being a virgin until 39. I knew I was gay, but just couldn't bring myself to act on it. I had absolutely no idea how to find someone interested, short of going to a gay bar or something and I was way too intimated for that. Around the time of the start of online chatting (AOL) I found talking to guys anonymously the perfect gradient. I had a few online "whack-off" sessions, and they were incredibly exciting. Then one guy I had been talking to online suggested meeting. He seemed really sweet and sensitive to my situation, and willing to take it very slow. He lived out of town, and I was going to be travelling in his direction anyway so we agreed to meet for coffee. He was very nice, kinda hot, and just happened to manage a motel (what luck!). So I took a room out and he came in, started by slowly taking my clothes off and giving me oral. I enjoyed it but was still a little intimated, so didn't reciprocate. I didn't cum from the oral, but we mutually jacked-off afterwards (he had a great looking thick cock). He had to leave to run the front desk, and said he'd stop by the next morning. It gave me the night to think about what happened, and I realized how incredibly excited it made me! The next day he stopped in . . . . I think he thought he was just going to say goodbye and good luck, but I practically dragged him to the bed and raped him! LOL! He was AMAZED how much I had loosened up, I gave him very enthusiastic head and he loved it! I wanted to do receptive anal, but he was worried it might be a little much to attempt the first time (and considering the size of his equipment he was probably right).
We kept in touch by phone for awhile but eventually drifted apart. I consider myself lucky to have had such a nice understanding guy as my first partner.
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