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Too late with the French chick now, would have been fun if I was ready and she wanted to continue, but "C'est la vie" (that is life).
I now know that I do genueinly, 100% love my ex, and it is just about the only thing I knwo to be true. But i also know that at the moment we can't be together, and that probably we can't ever be together. Depressing but true. I just have to live my kife each day at a time and see where I end up. I also i know I reall want to be ina relationship (I have never been a fan of one night stands etc., and always beleived in a traditionalist aproach to some extent).
I'll see. Tonight I met a Croation girl, very frinedly and nice. I invited her to a party tomorrow night, a partial celebration of my Birthday. Will see what goes down.
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