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I had a similar experience except for with a girl obviously. She seduced me at a young young age and made me give her head and me give her. It defiantly made me hot for woman. I experimented with it and found that I am defiantly destine to be with a man. I just don't mind having sex with woman and they are dead sexy. I am fine with that, although I do think about having sex with woman I know I never could relationship with them. I think all you are going to get from men is sex. I struggled for a long time wondering why do I like having sex with woman yet I can't have a relationship with them. Since you had that experience with that boy that's probably all you are going want from men is sex. So men to you is a new sexual and forbidden act, nothing more.
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Last edited by Lovelyand18; 02-07-2007 at 09:38 PM..
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