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I dont mean to sound so hard but if you really love this girl in California like you say you do you would be fighting tooth and nail to be with hera nd doing whatever you can to be by her side. If its as you say it is over between you then move you on you're letting her run your head and its torturing you. When I was 17 I met the guy I wanted to spend my life with he was perfect or so I thought he stole my heart and even talking about him now i still get goosebumps but he broke my heart and finished it and I couldnt believe it I was in shock but through all of that and being able to move on I met my husband and you can love again and it will be better and different to how you loved her.
Don't let her ruin your life either be with her or forget her if you can be friends but if it hurts too much then totally walk away. Think of your self respect.
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