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Ok so I had "sex" for the first time today. I'm fixing to turn 18 and the guy was a really good friend who is 23. He's married but things arent going well in his marriage which I know isnt an excuse for him to cheat. I;m not looking for a lecture on morals. I've know him for about a year and a half now. He's my captain at the fire station I volunteer at. We've gotten to be pretty close and talk about everything. I trust him with my life. The sexual side of the relationship kinda blindsided both of us. We didnt rush into anything it took a month before we worked up to us both being naked. We were have what i guess is called dry sex today when I moved my hips just as he thrust and well....he ended up inside. we both kinda froze liek idots for a second before he asked if i wanted him to stop. Well i let him ( i hate to put it this way but) go at if for a few seconds before i told him i didnt think we needed to risk it. (we didnt have protection) So he stop and he fingered me until i came.
I've read most of the pther posts on here but I'm still unsure. OK so there wasnt any bleeding or discomfort when he entered me or after. I've rode horses sense i was little and I played sports in high school. I'm not the most experienced with guys and sexual acts. Theres only been him and my current boyfriend (0nce again no lecture on morals I know i;m terrible ad I'm goign to hell in a hand basket).
I'm guessing my hymen was gone. But shouldnt there have been discomfort? Soreness... am I just one of the "lucky ones"? I'm not complaining I'm really glad it didnt hurt or bleed... He wasnt exactly slow or gentle when he enter granted he didnt know he'd be going there but could there be something wronge? Should I be worried?
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