ok the guy im goin' out with is 19..and we've grown up together, and we already experimented with sex, but it was EARLY..like he was 10 and i was 8..
...and know were back together but my parents hate him with a passion, but i really really really really like him, and he wants me 2 have sex, but he will be my actual first, and im afraid of it hurting, and stuff like that...and when do you know if your ready for nethin' like that, cause wat happens if somethin' goes wrong and i dont know wat to do on ne of it, and i mean ANYTHING....the only thing that we've done since being together this last time was he fingered me..and thats it..cause i dont know how to do anythin else..HELP