[nursefluffykins]

moose (and anyone else reading this lol) i read the post about that lady who has only been with her husband and is considering having sex with another man and has discussed it with her husband yada yada... whoa, certainly not my cup of tea... ! ... i can only hope to keep the communication (and sex!) open with my bf and not let his curiosity escalade to that point...talk about feelings and stuff along the way, which is not always easy... of course i cant predict what could happen 18 years down the line but that just seems so extreme...
its like being stuck between a rock and a hard place ; the previous sex partners ive had in my life all helped me become who i am today, but i love my bf very much and have no desire to be with anyone else ever again. Is part of my certainty in saying that because ive been with other people? Who knows. I really think if i had been with only him id feel the same way but of course its one thing to say how you would feel in a particular situation and another to live it... well over a year into it and we're both still relatively happy ; sure if i consider some of the other things ive posted about, our relationship isnt perfect lol, but i think it has lasting power...