[Lonewolf*]

Have to go for my first exam on March 9th. Anything anyone can say to make me feel less nervous?

My 40 something year old male doctor was not the first man I wanted down there. My two friends said they would both come with me, just in the waiting room, and I know they'll try to take my mind off of it.

But when I'm alone I have time to think, and I'm scared.
I wish I had a female doctor, but at the same time I wouldnt want to switch now because I've know this doctor my whole life. Either way I wish he was a she.

To top it off, the next night I'm going over to my boyfriends place for a nice three night stay. Only problem is, if I'm still weirded out by the doctor touching me, which chances are I will be... then I know I wont want my boyfriend touching me. And that sucks.