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Ah, I think I have the final ending to this chapter of my life. My 'friend's' fiance decided she didn't want to continue this because she knew that she loved her fiance, and that's all she needed. Throughout this whole thing I never looked at her as better than my g/f, nor did I compare them in any way. It was an addition to my love. The problems that have ensued have changed my life completely, and I don't know whether or not to regret my choices, or understand that this was possible anyway. After she wasn't comfortable with it, my 'friend' was having a hard time dealing with it. I was there to comfort him and such, and I was there for my girlfriend too. Umm. Last night, both of them decided that they were going to persue a relationship together. My girlfriend broke up with me two days ago (with bullshit reasons), and my 'friend's' fiance gave his ring back and broke up with him because he was taking my now exgirlfriend out and telling her he loved her and such... So. I have learned. I have to deal with this now. I loved her so much, but I am glad to know now that this was in her heart. It's been a bad week.
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