I am a 21 year old female virgin. *No one except my best friend and my sister and brother know this. *I don't mind fooling around with guys at all but I absolutely do not believe in sex with someone I don't love.
I've had one serious relationship, but he was also a virgin and waiting until he got married.
I've basically done everything except sex and receiving oral sex.
Sometimes I feel so stupid because when the guys at work or my friends start talking sex talk I don't know what to say. *So usually I stay quiet.
There is no way I'd ever admit to any of my friends that I was a virgin. *There is one girl here thats a virgin and everyone thinks she is a freak! *
Now, I know that sounds bad but I have my reasons.
Anyway, I feel inadequate and am starting to just think about throwing myself at the next hot guy that hits on me just to "Get it over with." *I'm tired of being a virgin, and every year like someone else said I think to myself "this is going to be the year I lose my virginity."
Hasn't happend!
Like other people thats posted on here, I am an introvert, and I cannot stand clubs. *Although bars I don't mind. *Except guys at bars are usually jock/jug heads that only think about sex or sports.. So blah. *
I mainly am tired of being single and sexless. haha
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