[thetease13]

Ok, so I have no idea where to really stick this, but it's going here.

My current relationship is kinda on the rocks. *Not that I'm sure why, but that's not what this is about.

This is about the fact that someone who has had a crush on me a long time, well, he kissed me today. *Yes, I let him.
I figured if I'm currently on the rocks in whatever I'm in, I might as well try. *I can't say the thought never crossed my mind.

So we kissed, and I didn't feel anything. *At all.
There was no spark, there was no, anything. *When I first kissed the person I'm "with" now, even it was just a peck, I felt something and you could tell he felt it back. *When we kissed for real, I really felt something and I know he did, cause he's the one that intiated it and pulled me closer.

But, with this guy, I didn't feel anything.
We were playing around on TXT msg later on (which is something we always do) and on my way home, he TXTed me asking if I liked the kiss, because he did.
And while, not trying to be mean and just try to get him to take the hint (because obviously, ignoring him afterwards didn't work too well), I said that honestly, I had had better. *Because I have. *I've actually only kissed one other guy in my life, the one I'm "with" now, and compared to him, he, well, sucked. *The one I'm "with" now, he's great. *Really really great.

So anyways, he just called me a little bit ago and I let my voicemail pick up because I didn't want to talk to him and he said that I was being cold and that he'd call me later.

So I sent him another message saying that I was sorry, but I just didn't feel anything.
(Which is the truth.)

Am I really, doing the right thing?
I mean, I'm not interested. *All the other people I've ever told that to, well, one was a psychopath, one didn't quit, one followed me around at school, and one wound up stalking me. *And good god, I don't need this one to turn out that way too.
Help me?