[ductapefaerie]

I have a pretty good idea of what you're going through, as I'm in a very very similar situation (we've been together for nearly two years...everything else is pretty much the same)...what I didn't see in your post is that you've talked to him about it. Whenever I talk to my bf about a serious topic, or something I deem serious, it takes me a bit to work up the courage to talk to him...but when I do, it's absolutely worth it because he is very understanding and supportive. We're very open and talk about almost everything! I would suggest, if you haven't already, talking with him. Sometimes you think you're ready, but after talking about it, you realize you aren't...or something like that...>shrugs< I don't know...just a thought...cause communication is a really good thing...anyway...good luck!

--Fae