[Bewitching]

Jamie, you're a darl! Thanks for helping me out heaps!

He has lost my trust from the time i told him about my regrets (which i'm sure you'll remember) but even before then, he would tell me just how much he trusts me, but then get 'worried' that i'll run off on him.

He always said "it's not you i dont trust, it's the other guys" and because i was 'drunk' etc. last time (when we weren't together) he thinks i'll get drunk again and do something totally stupid. I've also told him that when i'm drunk all i think about is him, which is entirely true, and which is why i had regrets when we weren't together because i know myself i wasn't over him and i hurt myself by trying to move on too quickly. And i know that we are together which is why i could never do something like that to either of us.

When you're in love, you dont care about anyone else, despite what state you are in. If i was stupid enough to cheat on him in the first place then it would prove that i didn't love him.

I've just REALLY gotta try and get him to loosen up a little!

I think we do need to go out more without each other, that's one thing for sure.

I still need more solutions!