My first pap wasn't too bad. My doctor explained everything to me. I hadn' t had sex yet, so having something that large (compared to my b/f's 2 fingers) shoved in me--while not being aroused--was quite unpleasant. Then there was "The Pinch." How I will never forget "The Pinch." It wasn't that bad, but when you're not expecting it, damn.
Then I saw my b/f that night and told him all about it!

He coddled me...I love him soo much. and i miss him.
