I have a friend that I "hooked up" with about once a week for several months. Just did it, had a lot of fun, talked a bit and said good-bye. No relationship BS went on and we both liked it that way. It was so much fun! "A friend with a bonus" I think my friend part has changed to likeing him way more than I should. I vowed to never get in a relationship again, I thought this was the way to go! Then about three weeks ago, my feelings changed. Is it possible to have the best sex I have ever had with this guy and for us to not supposed to be together as boyfriend and girlfriend? The way he touches me, it's like he knows where to touch me and how. How he breaths on me, and in me. How I feel about my body now because he allows me to feel good. The catch he is dating someone else. "No" as he says, but I know different. I knew about her from the begining, but didn't care becasue I wasn't getting invovled with him anyway. All of a sudden, one day I get jealous of her. That's is not supposed to happen. I have no right to get jealous of her. Then I find myself thinking of him more and more, the way he smells, how his voice sounds, how much fun we have together. Other people have commented about how we are together. I'm told we are NOT just "f" buddies by the people that have seen us together. Well I told him today feelings were getting invovled. He is away on a trip in another state. He said when he got back we would talk. I told him I didn't want this to ruine our frinedship, but when the feelings get invovled, the sex might have to stop especially if I want more from him and he is with her. I don't feel stupid, or used, I'm an adult and I made a decision to have fun with him. I just don't want to stop the unbeleivable sex we have, but on the other hand I don't want anyone to end up hurt. I'm starting to like him more than I should. What do I do? Any suggestions?
|